Whatever a person quietly decided life owed them is the exact place where ordinary hardship becomes unlivable.
Hold a private standard for how life should go, hold it absolutely, and every condition falling short of it arrives as a wound rather than an event. A man who had settled that shade was owed him took the heat God sent as proof that living was finished; the blueprint assigned the meaning, the meaning set the state, and a state like that has one request left in it.
Three moves exist in that gap: change the conditions, change the blueprint, or make peace with the distance. God sent the wind at the second move, at an expectation so narrow that one hot morning could overturn a will to live. Leaving that expectation in place means every unscheduled hardship arrives already carrying a verdict on whether life is worth continuing.