No one asked you to give what was yours. While it remained, it was yours to keep or release freely. The trouble was never the possession but the division inside you, the part that wanted to appear generous while quietly holding back. This is the false self, always managing an image, always performing for others.
And here is what could not be seen from within that performance. The pretense was arranged for people, yet the presence you are pretending toward is the very awareness looking out through you. You cannot deceive that. To lie there is only to fall out of alignment with your own being.