My mercy outruns my anger: mercy comes first and reaches further
Ibn Arabi keeps returning to these words, which the Prophet reported from God, as the plain order of things. Someone who expects punishment reads every sign against themselves and treats the sentence as already handed down. Learning which way the weight leans changes what a person expects to meet when they finally turn around.
Do not despair of God's mercy: nobody has gone too far to come back
The Quran aims that line at people who have wronged themselves badly, which is exactly who assumes it cannot mean them. Despair can feel like honesty from the inside, as though someone is finally facing how bad they have been. Underneath it sits a quiet decision to stop trying, and letting that decision go is what makes movement possible again.
Regret is already the turning: the sting counts as the start
A short saying of the Prophet puts the whole turn inside the pang a person feels after doing wrong. That pang usually gets read as proof of being rotten, so people push it down or talk over it. When someone holds it a moment instead, it shows itself as the pull back toward the life they wanted.
Tawba: Turning back
Al-Ghazali describes it as one motion with three parts: seeing the harm in a course, feeling that, and heading elsewhere. A change of direction takes a moment, however many years someone has spent walking the way they were. The ground already covered does not have to be re-crossed before the new heading counts.
God is happier when someone turns back than a person who finds what they had lost: the return is met with gladness
The Prophet compared it to the rush of getting back something a person was sure was gone for good. Most people picture their own return being received with a cold nod, if it is received at all. Knowing that gladness waits on the other side changes the walk back, since being wanted is easier to move toward than being tolerated.